NostalgicGirl

paranoid me

i am such a moody person. one minute, you'd see me laughing my head off. the next one, i could be pouting as if the end of the world has come.

sigh.

sometimes, i worry over a nonsense thought and make a big fuss about it. i've heard countless times in the past that i create my own problem. you know, that i just imagine things and then it just blows out of proportion. i don't know why i keep doing this. maybe i just can't help it or because my insecurity most of the time gets the better of me.

just last night I did this again. I was doing fine when all of a sudden a thought entered my mind. and then i was back to the habit. i know i should cease from torturing myself with something that hasn't happened yet. but then, it won't hurt if i like have a back-up plan in mind just in case my worst fear happens, right?

yeah. whatever. i'll just cross the bridge when i get there.

p.s. to you: sorry if i bugged you with nonsensical questions last night. i just had to let it all out and clear my head of a thousand thoughts. i hope not to do it next time :) *wish ko lang*

posted by Rona @ 10:11 PM